Apple and Eve

4 Oct

In August, influenster sent a voxbox filled with five different flavors of Apple and Eve drink boxes for free to try.  There was one for everyone in my household and we all tried a different flavor. This was one of my favorite voxboxes because I’m always looking for some kind of quick grab and go drink, but most products fall short.

I had always seen it on the shelves but never tried it. Turns out everyone liked it, and now that is the one I buy.


thanks influenster, best voxbox yet!



4 Oct

I will be using my blog now to write reviews for my influenster account. If you haven’t yet, I recommend signing up with them…

Their voxbox give always are awesome, and it’s a good opportunity to try before you buy!


~2017 Chrissyisms

So, Is This Real?

2 Mar

We are still going strong, after hitting just a couple of minor bumps in the road. I sometimes wonder if he gets it, though.

I wonder what it’s like for him. Does he get that “my God, I love her” feeling like I do? Does he smile at the thought of me being in his arms, and get butterflies when he sees my name on his cell caller ID?

I’m not really sure how it is for him. I wonder if he thinks about the future. I wonder if he dreams of a day when we are together, as one, all the time, partners together in life, with no chance of that bond being destroyed.

Does he love me like I love him? Gosh, I hope so. I would move heaven and earth for him, and spend all of my days trying to keep him smiling.

He is such an amazing guy. His laugh is contagious. His sense of humor, his smile, everything about him is just so intoxicating.

I love when he looks at me, the way he looks at me. Sometimes, it’s so intense, I have to look away because I feel like I could cry ~not because I am sad, but because I can’t believe this is real…


2016 Chrissyisms

Everyday, It’s Stronger

5 Feb

As I sit here, without you, I can’t stop thinking about you. I wonder if you’re okay. I wonder if you’re tired, if you’ve eaten enough, if you’re hurting in any way, if you’re lonely without me there.

I treasure every moment I get to spend with you, whether it is on the phone or in person.  I want so badly to love you the way you deserve to be. You tell me you’re not used to it. I want so badly to show you how it is supposed to be.

I see pictures taken during the time we weren’t together and it brings tears to my eyes to see that someone else was lucky enough to be with you, but didn’t see what she had in you. I wonder if you forgot about me during that time. I wonder if you felt like something was missing, even though you had someone.

You say I am oversensitive when it comes to you. I admit it. I am. I can’t help it, I love you so much.

Sometimes I see another couple in a store or something, just doing things together, not worrying about who sees them together, holding hands, and wish so badly to have that with you.

It may sound crazy but when I can’t be by your side, whether it’s just cuddling, watching tv, or out, my heart aches. I long to be yours, and want to hold you whenever I can.

I want to be yours forever. I really hope you want the same. If ever there is a time when you feel I’m not the one, please tell me. I will quietly walk away.

All I want out of this whole crazy life is for you to smile that gorgeous smile every single day.

I love you.


A Letter to the Man I Love

2 Feb


It’s just me, jotting down thoughts that only I can see. I wanted to tell you so many things. I always want to tell you everything. I want to start by saying, I have no idea where this all began, but I sure hope it never ends.

Sometime between our first introduction and “I’m a taurus,” I knew you were something special. I knew I wanted to at least be your friend. I thought to myself “Wow, he is not just cool, but he is real cute as well.”

Truthfully,  I didn’t think I would ever see you again, but I knew we had to keep in touch, somehow.

That first night at Twin River was an amazing night. It didn’t take long for me to see that I wanted to be more than just your friend. Everytime I looked at you, I would get this feeling that would just consume every inch of my body. The word “butterflies” doesn’t even accurately describe it…and the first time you kissed me, I nearly collapsed; you made me that weak.

The more I got to know you, the more deeply I fell for you. You have an amazing personality, the cutest smile, the most gorgeous eyes I have ever seen.

I wanted you, more than I’ve ever wanted anything, and the situation was tough. In the beginning, we had trouble adjusting. We let each other go, and I missed you so much more than you could ever imagine.  I loved you more than I wanted to admit. And then fate, fate lead us back to each other. Obviously, it was meant to be – we loved, yet set it free, and it came back.

I want you to know that now, NOW I know. Now I know that you complete me. Now I know the pain of losing someone you love that much. Now I know what it’s like to actually make love to someone, how beautiful it can be when you share something so intimate, so close. Now I know what needs to be done. I will love you, every single minute of every day, forever, and I promise you, I will do my best to make sure that you know how awesome and loved you are – how much you mean to me.

After all…you are my “density”….

2006 Chrissyisms


1 Feb

My thoughts are mine, and mine alone. As I am lying here, sick with whatever the hell these kids carry, all I have is time to think. It’s him. He’s the one that’s on my mind constantly.

I’m always wondering if he’s thinking of me when we can’t be together. I wonder if he loves me as much as I love him. I wonder if he misses me, too.

I keep dreaming of the future, hoping that this is really it – that this time, no matter what obstacles are in the way, we are going to stay strong and stick together anyhow. Hoping that when all is said and done, I will find myself in the most safest, heavenly place on earth – lying in his arms. I’ve never loved someone so purely, and strongly before.

I just hope he has those same thoughts. He means everything to me. I want to laugh with him, cry with him, smile with him, hold him when he needs me to. I just want to love him -better than he has ever had it before.

2016 Chrissyims




31 Jan

Why is it so hard for me to believe that this guy, this wonderfully, sweet, adorable guy, could actually love me?

He says he does. I don’t think he is the type to just throw those kinds of words around. All I know is when I am with him, my heart skips a beat.

I got to wake up next to him today. I had to make sure I was still alive, because it truly felt like what I would imagine heaven, if it existed, to feel like.

I may be crazy. Maybe I love him too much. I just hope he sees it, and in a good way. I never want him to hurt again in his life. I want to show him that he is worth all the love in the world and if he will just give me the chance, I want to be the one to show him what that feels like.

He took me to heaven last night and this morning. I never want to come back…




2016 Chrissyisms